two

tired of feeling everything so deeply

always half the mindset of nothing really matters and this is all a movie

don’t take it so seriously

so why can it feel so serious?

i want to run away from this dark cloud over my head

i always want to escape

i don’t know where to

but when it all feels like too much i want a place

i can just exist in

i want to ignore all of my texts and calls

its not personal

nothing is ever personal

im having a hard time accepting the fact that i can look within

and do the work on myself

but not everyone in my life is also willing to look in the mirror

i don’t want to be self righteous

 

i feel stuck and uninspired

i miss my old self

i miss working towards something

i miss having a project

i think i thrive in chaos and in stress

when times are slow i get bored

i’ve been thinking a lot about what self expression means

how to express yourself

express

yourself