five

if im being completely honest, i would say that sometimes life feels dark

confusing

hard

impossible

but there’s also some sense of humor in it

that we are always trying to solve some sort of problem, situation, maybe we even try

to solve someone else or their problem

the idea of self-will and trying to control

but what happens if we just let go?

 

this is a concept i have been trying to practice

what a relief it is to just let go

and i don’t mean give up, its not so black & white

i just mean to let go of the external factors that are out of my control

i can only change my attitude and perspective

ive been listening to “the climb” by miley cyrus a lot and honestly a lot of the

old hannah montana song are so relatable as an adult lol - is it odd to say lol in a blog entry?

how do you say “lol” in a more poetic way?

anyway -

i reflect on these lyrics

that sometimes it really is an uphill battle and sometimes you have to lose

but you have to keep going, and you will look back at the times

that felt so challenging

so hard

when you wanted to give up everything but you didn’t

and you’re stronger because you got through it and you’re actually

happy the hard times happened. something feels good about

going through a difficult time and coming out of it

ive been meditating a lot and imagining my future self

talking to me. she’s telling me there’s a whole world out there

full of adventures

full of meeting new people

new experiences

that miracles are coming

and to stay focused on the abundance of good that is already in

my current life.

its a beautiful reminder :)